in blog entries that you don't see, i clear out my thoughts, and become honest with myself. most of the time however, i still don't say half of what i want to say. could be that i don't want to have to eat my own words when more time has passed, or because i don't want the bad memories to always be there, in its full painful impact.

3 years have passed, and so much has changed, that i no longer feel the same person i was at age 18.

i just want to love, and be loved. 3rd time lucky?